Was it the doll-thing that drove Tessie and... Was it the doll-thing that drove Tessie and Lo-Lo
to their deaths? That created the big boy? Just
how much did Elizabeth have to do with it by then?
Who was the artist, who the blank surface?
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Some questions I have never answered to my own
satisfaction, but I have drawn my own pictures and
I know that when it comes to art, it's perfectly
okay to paraphrase Nietzsche: if you keep your
focus, eventually your focus will keep you
Sometimes without parole
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The next morning, early, Wireman and I stood in
the Gulf - plenty cold enough to be an eye-popper
- up to our shinsHe had walked in, and I had
followed without questionWithout a single word
Both of us were holding coffee cupsHe was
wearing shorts; I had paused
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roll my pants to my kneesBehind us, at the end
of the boardwalk, Elizabeth slouched in her chair,
looking grimly out at the horizon and grizzling
down her chinA large part of her breakfast still
lay before herShe had eaten some, scattered the
restHer hair was loose, blowing in a warm breeze
from the south
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The water surged around usOnce I got used to it,
I loved the silky feel of that surge: first the
lift that made me feel as if I'd magically dieted
off twelve pounds or so, then the backrun that
pulled sand out from between my toes in small,
tickling whirlpoolsSeventy or eighty yards
beyond us, two fat pelicans drew a line across the
morningThen they folded their wings and dropped
like stonesOne came up empty,
knock off chanel but the other had
breakfast in its billThe small fish disappeared
down the hatch even as the pelican roseIt was an
ancient ballet, but no less pleasing for that
South and inland, where the green tangles rose,
another bird cried "Oh-oh! Oh-oh!" over and over
Wireman turned toward meHe didn't look twentyfive,
but he looked younger than at any time since
I'd met himThere was no redness at all in his
left eye, and it had lost that disjointed, I'mlooking-
my-own-way castI had no doubt that it
was seeing me; that it was seeing me very well
"Anything I can ever do for you," he saidAre you clear on that?"
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"Yes," I saidI was clear on something else, as
well: when someone offers you a blank check, you
must never, ever cash itThat wasn't a thing
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thought outSometimes understanding bypasses the
brain and proceeds directly from the heart
"All right, then," he said"It's all I'm going to
sayI looked around and saw that
Elizabeth's chin had sunk to her chestOne hand
was fisted around a piece of toastHer hair
whirled around her head
"She looks thinner," I said
"She's lost twenty pounds since New Year'sI'm
slipping her those maxi-shakes - Ensure, they're
called - once a day, but she won't always take em
What about you? Is it just too much work that's
got you looking that way?"
"What way?"
"Like the Hound of the Baskervilles recently bit
off your left asscheekIf it's overwork, maybe
you ought to knock off and stretch out a little"'That's our opinion, we welcome
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I stood where I was, feeling the lift and drop of
the waves, and thinking about what I could tell
WiremanAbout how much I could tell WiremanThe
answer seemed self-evident: all or nothing
"I think I better fill you in on what happened
last nightYou just have to promise not to call
for the men in the white coats
I told him about how I'd finished his portrait
mostly in the darkI told him about seeing my
right arm and handThen seeing the two dead girls
at the foot of the stairs and passing outBy the
time I finished, we'd waded back out of the water
and walked to where Elizabeth was snoringWireman
began to clean her tray, sweeping the refuse into
a bag he took from the pouch hanging on one arm of
her chair
"Nothing else?" he
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